Friday, April 29, 2011

KUSH-MA-KASH

Raand saali! nakhre karti hai..itni si chokri aur saali garmi kya dhikha rahi hai. tere maa ko poore paanch hazaar rupaye diye hain…”

darwaaze pe dastak hoti hai

“ kaun hai” Madhulika ki maa ne darwaza kholte hue poocha” “ yeh lo che hazaar rupaye aur ..” ek aadmi ne paise dete hue kaha.. “ aye hai! Kya samjha hai meri bachchi ko? Ek baazaaroo aurat? ki din raat tum logon ke bister garam karein. Nahi chahiye,…… haan par kal aaoge toh paisa dejao babu? Aaj ka toh kota khatam, 16 saal ki bachchi ki kya 30 saal ki chut banaoge? Jao jao kal aana..” thodi der baad ek 40 saal ka aadmi apne patloon ka button band karte hue aur paseene paunchte hue ek kamre se nikalke ghar ke bahar chala jata hai. Madhulika thodi der baad apni maa ko pukarti hui ek gilaas paani ke liye. “ aayi meri bachi aayi doodh leke aayi” “ maa bahaut dard kar raha hai..main uth bhi nahi paa rahi hun” “ thoda sa hoga beta, kuch din ki baat hai, yeh le doodh pee le, uske baad main tujhe nahalwa dungi.” Madhulika ki maa aapne naak par kapda rakhte hue kamre ki khidkiyan khol deti hai…“Aagarbati bhi toh is kaamre mein jalani padegi yeh badboo hatane ke liye”

Do din baad

Darwaaze par dastak hoti hai. “ kyon amma kaisi ho? Sab theek?” Tushaar naam ka ek aadmi aata hai. “aa gaya naaspite! itni der laga di is baar? Mera toh jeena mushkil ho gaya tha itne din” “ are! Amma is baar maal kuch naya laya hun…charas ya heroin nahi..Meth naam ki nayi nashili dawa aayi hai seedhe Amarica se. 15000 rupaye ka 5 gram? Sasthi de raha hoon, kyun ke tu mere maa ke jaisi hai, kya samjhi?” “ thik hai de de par itna paise laon kahan se.? yeh agar thodi badi hoti toh ek saath do do ko lagwa deti, toh dugni aaamdani ho jaati par abhi kya, har do din baad aamadani hoti hai. Har roz to nahi ho payega na! kachi umar kachi chut…. mar jayegi saali ……. ek kaam kar, andar Madhulika leti hai tu garam karle aaj apni….toh phir muft ka de jaiyo yeh …” “kya amma kya keh rahi ho main kaise…. matlab….. main toh samlingik hun.. aadmi hun aadmi se pyaar karta hun.” “ o haan! tu toh arre! Teri biwi kya karti hai, tu toh shaadishuda hai?” “ haan amma woh toh dildo se kaam chalati hai, khair choro yeh pakdo Meth aur paise main baad mein le lunga, tum pehle isse azmaao toh….” Tushar jaate jaate poochta hai “ amma yeh Madhulika tumhari asli beti hai? Matlab….” yeh bolkar haste haste chala jata hain.

Madhulika ki maa Ratnawari ko charas ganja ka lat uske pati Kishanlal ne lagwayi thi. uske baad Kishanlal toh chorke chala gaya. yeh dono raha gaye railway station ke paas ke jhoppar patti Bhadri namak gaon mein. Dhekhte dhekhte do saal beet gaye Ratnawari ki haalath ab aur bhi bigar gayi thi. woh ab aatho prahar nashe mein dubi rahti thi. Garmi samay ke saath aage nikal rahi thi aur baarish darwaaza khat khata rahi thi… ek raat achanak Madhulika ki aankh khul gayi khirki se andar aati hui baarish ke cheeton se. woh turant uthi aur khirki band karne lagi, ki usse laga ki yahan se bhaag jaaye…..usne khirki band kiya aur darwaaza kholke bhaag gayi…. bus bhaag gayi, uske liye uske do paair bhi kam pad rahe the.

Saamne ek maal gadi khadi hui thi platform par. Woh ek dibbe mein chad gayi aur darwaze ke paas hi bhaith gayi. Jyun hi maal gaadi ne chalna shuru kiya tab Madhulika ko apni maa ki yaad aane lagi .. Akeli chor aayi thi woh usse.…. baarish ke cheetein abhi bhi maal gaadi ke darwaaze se andar aa rahi thi lekin Madhulika ko paani ke do alag alag swaad mil rahe the. Khethe hai agar man bhar aasoon bahaya jaye to baad mein bahaut gazab ki neend aati hai. Madhulika ke saath bhi kuch aisa hi hua. Usse pata hi nahi chala ki maal gaadi kab usse kahin dur le gayi.

Maal gaadi se saaman jab agle din subhah railway ke karamchari utaar rahe the toh Madhulika ko soya hua paaye. Mard zaat!... Do karmachaariyon mein jhadap ho gayi ki kaun jagaayega usse. Ek ne de mari laath dusre ke tatton par. Chalo ek toh kam hua. Dusra jyon hi Madhulika ke ghaaghre ko paairon se sarka kar upar karne jaaye ki Madhulika ki aankh khul jaati hai aur woh bhi iske tatton par laath de marti hai. Phir bhagna shuru…. Kareeb 20 kos dur lagataar bhaagte hue woh ek koyle ke dher par gir ke behosh ho jati hai. Kuch der baad ek aurat us tarf se guzarti hai, isse dhekhkar woh isse hosh mein laati hai aur apne ghar le jaati hai. Madhulika pehle toh kuch din chup chaap aur thodi simti hui rahi, phir din guzarte gaye woh uss aurat ke saath ghul mil gayee. Usne aapne baarein mein sab bataya.

Amriti devi ka ek beta hai jo ki shehar mein rahta hai. “ aa Madhu tere baal bana dun. Aise khule baal ache nahi hain. jaa wahan se thoda tel le aa” “ maai tum akela rahti thi tumhe dar nahi lagta tha?” “ nahi re! ab to aadat ho gayi hai. Pehle pehle jab Ruku gaon chorke shahar gaya tha tab bura lagta tha. phir Ruku ke pitaji guzar gaye uske baad se toh main akeli hi hun. bus koyele ke kharkhane mein koyela pahaunchati hun, jo paise milta hai usse guzara hota hai.” “ Maai kal se main bhi chalun tumhaare saath koyele ke karkhane mein? akeli bhaithi bhathi oob jaati hun”

Dus Mahine baad….

“Madhu sun beti idhar aa mere paas aake bhaith?” “ aayi maai chai bana rahi hun aati hun” chai ke do pyali lekar Madhu Amriti ke paas aake bhaithi hai. “yeh lo chai” “ haan re woh kaun launda tha jisse tu aaj baat kar rahi thi?” “kaun?” “wohi kharkhane ke paas? Dhekh Madhu chupa mat yahan ke kharkhane ke paas kuch awaara ladke ghumte hai. Suna hai yeh nashile dawai lete hain” “ nahi maa woh toh aise hi pooch raha tha ki mujhe naya dhekha hai wagera wagera” aji! unees saal ki ladki se agar koi theek thak dhekhne wala ladka thoda baat karle to jawani toh inki ahsaanmand hi rahegi na?

“ Mujhe aise chup chup ke milna bahaut aacha lagta hai Sonu” “ are meri raani abhi to shuruat hai aage aage dhekh kya hota hai” sahi mein aage aage jo hua woh …. “Sonu tu yeh kya kar raha hai? Yeh toh nashili…” “Arre tu yahan kya kar rahi hai jaa yahan se” “nahi main nahi jaongi tu yeh sab chor yeh achi cheez nahi hai” “ Madhu sun yahan aa.” Sonu ne haath pakad kar aapne paas bhitaya aur usse bhi thora lene ke liye kaha. Par bahaut mana karne par bhi Madhu ko woh nashili dawa leni padi. Madhu ke nashili dawa lete hi usse apne maa ki yaad aane lagi. Woh ro padi. Sonu Madhu ko apne bhahon mein le leta hai aur uske aasoon pochta hai. “ Madhu ab mat ro main tujhe yahan se le jaonga, kahin dur bahaut din chup chup ke milna ho gaya ab aur nahi” kehkar usne Madhu ke hothon ko chum liya. Dono ek dusre ko dhekhte rahe. Sonu aapne dono haatho se Madhu ke gaalo ko pakad leta hai phir ahiste ahiste Madhu paas ke bister mein let jaati hai.Sonu ne pehle mathe par, phir palko par, phir gaalo par aapne hothon se Madhu ko chumta hai. Madhu ke haath paair jaise dheere dheere halke hone lage. Sonu ki garam saanse Madhu mein ek ajeeb sa apnapan mahsoos karwa ti hai. Jab Sonu Madhu se sahawas kiya toh Madhu Sonu ko dard mein aur bhi jor se jakad leti hai. Ab usse apne puraane din yaad aane lage. ab aakhen dard se jyada yadon se bhar aayi. thodi der mein Sonu thak ke Madhu ke paas let gaya.

Din guzarte hain aur ek raat Sonu Madhu ko bhagha le jaata hai. Shayad Amriti devi aur akelapan mano do sadasye ho ekhi ghar ke. Zyada din ek dusre se juda hoke nahi rah sake. Madhu ke aankhon mein aasoon the jab woh chor ke jaa rahi thi. Amriti devi ne kya galti kiya tha. itne din baad Madhu mein usne ek beti, ek jeene ki umeed dhekhi thi….

Madhu aur Sonu ek dusre shehar mein rahne lage. Madhu jab maa bangayee toh usne kaam mein jaan chor diya. Sonu subha ek rasta banane ke company mein kaam karta aur raat ko nashili dawaion ka sewan karta. “ Madhu dhek Meth. Yeh Amarici waali. Legi?” ab Madhu bhi nashili dawai lena kaafi dino se shuru kar diya tha. har raath ko agar pati kaam se aakar khud nashe mein dhut pada ho toh biwi bechari kya karein khud bhi nashe mein dhut ho jaye, yehi akalmandi hai. Koi dard nahi koi chik chik nahi. Aise hi din kat rahe the….

Teen saal baad……

Darwaza pe dastak hoti hai. Sonu darwaaza kholta hai “ namaskaar mera naam .com hai. main www.bhashkor.blogspot.com hai mein kaam karta hun. Main ek research par aaya hun, darsal main kahaniyan likhta hun. Ek nayi kahani likhni hai toh…kuch pooch taach ke liye aap logo se kuch baat karne aaya hun. Mujhe aap logo ke baarein mein kal ek tv documentary se pata chala. maaf kijiyega kaafi ddur se aaya hun toh der ho gayi hai .” “ Andar aayiye” Sonu ne kaha. Raat ke baraah baj rahe the. Madhulika ab is .com waalein ki sawalon ka jawab dene bhathi hai. “main bahut kharaab aurat hun. Dhekho mere teen bache hain par dhekrekh nahi kar sakti. Meri maa, meri asli maa apne nashe ke khatir mujhe dusre marad o se chudwati thi. mota paisa milta tha, jisse woh nashili dawai kareedti thi. baap saala chor ke chala gaya hum dono ko, nashe ki lat sale ne hi lagaya tha. na mard kahin ka….”

Phir woh do kush leti hai nashile dawai ki aur “ kaunsi nashili dawa lete ho.? tumhare pati bhi waisa hi hai ? paise kahan se aate hai in cheezon ke liye?” “ Meth, charas, heroin jo mil jaaye. mera pati bhi karta hai. Paise toh kamai leti hun, kabhi letke kisi ke saath yeah phir kuch nashile dawain bech ke.” “ tumhare pati kuch nahi bolte jab tum dusre mardo ke saath soti ho?” “ kyun bolega? Paise aa rahein hai. Are bhaisahaab! yeh nasha bahut kutti cheez hai. Sab kuch bech khati hai. Are meri maa ne mujhe nahi chora toh mera pati kya hai.” “ par kyun? Kabhi socha nahi ki naye sire se zindagi shuru karun?” “ abe dhakkhan! jab nasha karti hun na, toh lagta hai koi saala bolne wala nahi hai, main akeli sab kuch hun. Ek alag sa jaadu hai ismein. Zindagi mein ladne ke liye aur rahne ke liye alag sa hausla deta hai yeh nashili dawai. Kya samjhe?” “par in bachon ka kya? Inko kyun paida kiya?” “paida! Dhekho thoda nasha karne ke baad agar pati tumhari thukai karna chahe toh kya karoge. Dhekho mana nahi karti thi mazaa toh aata tha. Thukai mein. Phir kya aise teen bacher paida ho gaye” “par tum log itna nasha karte ho bache thik se paida ho jaate the?” “nahi do baar bachche kokh mein hi dum tod chukha the, in teeno bachcho ke kismat phoote the jo paida ho gaye” “agar main kuch madaad karun toh…?” .com ne poocha “kyun bhai kyun itni hamdardi dhikha raha hai?” “ nahi bus aise hi. Bus in bachcho ko dhekhe laga ki inko kuch acha milna chahiye aap kahe toh…?” Madhulika phir se ek cigarette jalati hai aur “pata nahi bahaut kash ma kash mein hun, ……..sahi hai ya nahi,…… kya hoga aage ?”

.com wale ke bahaut samjhane ke baad woh sonu se baat karti hai “ tum bolo kya karein ek baar mauka de?” “ kya hoga Madhu abhi bahaut der ho gayi hai. In bachchon ko kahin aur de denge humse nahi ho payega” “ kyun nahi ho payega, koshish karenge yeh madad karega keh raha hai?” .com ne haan bhari is baat pe. Sonu jab phir bhi kuch nahi bola toh Madhu chikhne lagi “abe oye tu kya hai be? Kya soch raha hai. Jab zindagi phir se hamari tarf dhekh rahi hai tu kyun apna pakad ke hila raha hai? Bol saale”

Madhu phir uske paas jaati hai aur Sonu ke do gaalon ko pakad kar rone lagti hai “ main tumse bahaut pyaar kartI hun, haath jorke binti karti hun, chalo chale yahan se abhi bhi bahaut der nahi hui hai. In bachcho ke khatir koshish karte hain.” Sonu ne phir haan bhari aur .com wala aadmi in dono ko ek gair sarkari sanstha(NGO) mein le jaata hain. bahaut mushkilo ke baad aur kuch mahino baad Madhulika aur Sonu dono ek naye sire se zindagi shuru karte hai. Sonu bus ka conductor ban gaya aur Madhulika ek school mein aaya ki naukri karne lagi. Uske bachche bhi issi school mein padne lage…..

“ haan maa main theek hun. Woh dono theek hai, nahi nahi unhe pata nahi chalne diya ki main kaun hun. Arre amma. Chinta mat karo. Chalo rakhta hun yeh saala company ka maalik Bhaskar Choudhury jo yeh www.bhashkor.blogspot .com chalata hai peeche hi pada hai. Ek aur kahani ke liye. Khud toh kahaniyan mein lingo mein gadbar karta hai aur meri kahaniyon mein galti pakadta hai. Chalo yeh sab chalta rahega tu apna khyaal rakhna... rakhta hun “ .com yani Ruku ne phone par apne maa Amriti se baat karne ke baad dusri kahani likhna shuru kiya.